First of all I just want to say that I absolutely have the best readers ever. It amazes me that so many of ya’ll have taken the time to email me or write in my ask box or send me a private message on ff.net. I know I haven’t responded to all of them but I just want ya’ll to know that I do read every single one of them and I really do appreciate all of them and eventually I will answer every single one of you.
I’ve been feeling really guilty lately because I haven’t updated my stories at all and my tumblr very rarely. I really wish I could say that there was some huge reason but there really isn’t and that makes me feel even worse.
Don’t get me wrong, I am busy with school and work and just life in general but I’ve always been busy with all of those things and I still was always able to find the time to write as well.
I’ve been in a bit of a funk lately.
I failed to get into the nursing program at my school and I know it’s not a huge deal compared to some of the things going on in the world and that I can try again next year but I really took it hard. It’ll probably make me sound like a spoiled brat but honestly I’m just not used to not getting what I want and by that I mean I work hard for things and I get them. This time I worked super hard and failed. Just a hard pill to swallow.
I also had the flu for about a week and seriously didn’t even get out of bed or even stay awake for more than a few hours at a time.
I’ve also been spending a lot of time with Matt and friends.
I guess you could say that I’m in a huge funk with my writing. That’s not to say I haven’t been trying to write because I have but whenever I try I feel like it comes up short. I feel like I lost my muse. And as a direct result of that I haven’t been on tumblr much. I know that the majority of you that are still reading at this point are likely on my tumblr because you read my stories and to be honest I feel guilty updating my tumblr when I haven’t written anything so I avoid tumblr. It’s a vicious cycle.
I guess this long winded post is basically just to say that I’m sorry I haven’t updated and that I am trying to work through this funk and write something semi-decent. I haven’t abandoned any of my stories or this blog.
Thank you again to everyone who has written and checked in on me. I really do appreciate it. And hopefully when I finally update some of ya’ll will still be interested in reading what I write.